How I Live

My brother woke up from his sleep in the night and had a seizure Fighting for his life and surviving for the future See it on their faces, niggas thought I was a loser Working every second, I'm not the type to seduce ya They think I'm okay, 'cause I'm posting all this pictures They say he's an angel 'cause he's posing as a preacher Prayed for the ones above us and the ones that are beneath us Prone to mistakes and perfection is for Jesus 365 days if I do it my way Never had it my way Different type of migraine My pain is my pain My gain is my gain Ain't no competition if you're thriving on the right way Oh, I, I Am I overthinking this too much? Oh I, I Maybe I'm not worthy of this sacrifice-fice This is how I live, this is not just a fucking vibe Not a fucking vibe Sorry to the ones that I stepped on just to see front Sorry to my baby countless time I had to cheat on Sorry to my brothers for the fights and the aggression Sorry to my friends and the ones I didn't mention Sorry to my mother for the distance and neglection Sorry to my daddy for the hatred and the pressure Sorry to my sisters, they don't know that it's depression Sorry to myself and I hope I learnt my lessons 365 days if I do it my way Never had it my way Different type of migraine My pain is my pain My gain is my gain Ain't no competition if you're thriving on the right way Oh I, I Am I overthinking this too much? Oh I, I Maybe I'm not worthy of this sacrifice-fice This is how I live, this is not just a fucking vibe Not a fucking vibe Joe, you're tripping