Slip

I lie awake at night

I'm thinking all the time

That this could be this could be be my last time

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you understand me

Then I know you'll feel my pain

I know it's hard to see

Me fall down to my knees

But it's harder

It's harder when you don't catch me

I lie wide awake

I'm thinking of my shame

This detrimental thinking makes me wanna act this way

I feel trapped inside a cage

Why do I feel this way

Why do I think this way

Can you save me from my own brain

I feel trapped inside a cage

Why do I feel this way

Can you save me from my own two hands

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees

But it's harder

It's harder when you don't catch me

Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me

And I can barely sleep

I hold my chest real tight

And I'll hold my breath and I'll count all night

Until I fall asleep

I'll slip into a dream

Where the world is black and I can barely see

I feel trapped inside a cage

Why do I feel this way?

I don't wanna feel like this anymore

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees

But it's harder

It's harder when you don't catch me

Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me

And every time that I give up on you

I remember why I live for you

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to say

I shouldn't feel this way

But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away

I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees

But it's harder

It's harder when you don't catch me

Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me