waste my life

nihilism, so mistreating

all your gods are so misleading

i don't wanna serve those demons

i don't wanna waste my life no more

lying on the floor, i'm bleeding

i don't wanna chase what's fleeting

dying for a taste of freedom

i'm not gonna waste my life no more

kick it into high gear now

i don't wanna let you down

i just wanna make you proud

finally, i'm digging out

buried under all my hate

it's louder than the silence when you meet your fate

nothing else like being wrong and moving on

i need a reminder so i wrote this song

make up for all the lost time

i'm gonna find mine

everything is rushed

i'm losing time

everything i did in vain

bury it with all my pain

dying like a weakened flame

i no longer have a name

drowning under all my hate

it's louder than the silence when you meet your fate

nothing else like being wrong and moving on

i need a reminder so i wrote this song