Bambi

I guess I've grown up a little

Now when I get high I feel it when I wake up

I'm gonna find my body

Cuticles intact and my hair uncut

I cried all the time

I knew I was weak and I didn't know why

Thought I was the freak who enabled his crime

I fumed on the train

I was vacant in rage

What else can you feel when you're 14 ashamed

I thought I was the freak who let him get away

Whimpering, paralyzed, in denial

Bambi believes it into truth

She doesn't internalize her tragedies

I wish I could be like her

What wasn't my fault's got a killer hold on me

I cried all the time

I knew I was weak and I didnt know why

thought i was the freak who enabled his crime

I fumed on the train