Moments

It's buzzing in my head Those whispers can't shut the fuck up I'm dreaming of a mountain Where I can speak with the silence Instead I'm stucked for years now In that god damn storm, running my brain Everything that start with fire Will undeniably end in ashes Things are what they are Maybe I should accept what I am But what am I? Things are what they are Maybe I should let myself go But where am I going? Shut them up Pretty sure i'm getting sick I'll carve the stone with my nails It will be written "SHUT THE FUCK UP" I didn't see the violence coming I didn't see the violence coming Everything around me seems filled with red Like the blood I see, with my closed eyes, in my head I already feels the palm of my hands Glued in my back Walls have a feeling of deja-vu They wanted it white, but made all things black All I want is one moment of calm So sick of all the hisses I can't think I can't stop all the hisses All I want is one moment of calm My head is full of issues I can't think, I can't stop all the issues Just let me breathe Just let me breathe Everything's spinning and I feel locked, I can't free my hands Everything's spinning and I feel locked, I can't free my mind The heat is growing from my feet, like if the earth is smoking My lungs are filled by a dark thing, I am choking My eyes are soaked in blood, pure air is what I'm seeking Head up to the sky, I'm screaming but it's like I'm joking My life is ticking All I want is one moment of calm So sick of all the hisses I can't think I can't stop all the hisses All I want is one moment of calm My head is full of issues I can't think I can't stop all the issues I wake up in a sweat, thought everything was real On the edge of my bed, I'm getting back on my feet My eyes are sore, I just want to hold my head in my hands But they're locked, I'm wearing a strange jacket