Pins and Needles

I'm at home sitting in my room

Tryna come up with every excuse

Sitting engulfed by my phone

Why'd I suddenly feel so alone?

I want to get up but I can't stand

Looking for something to fill this space

Pins and needles in my brain

Some thoughts just don't go away

I just want to go out

You make me feel so dark

But I don't wanna miss out

I don't wanna go out

To be on the sidelines

But I don't wanna miss out

I see photos of your fun

Looking back is tired eyes

Would've been great if you were there

Would've been nice if you had cared

Jealousy's taking over my brain

Did everything to try and fit in

Acting different with all your friends

Is that something you can't amend?

I just want to go out

You make me feel so dark

But I don't wanna miss out

I don't wanna go out

To be on the sidelines

But I don't wanna miss out

I just want to go out

You make me feel so dark

But I don't wanna miss out

I don't wanna go out

To be on the sidelines

But I don't wanna miss out