Stir Crazy (feat. Mars Kumari)

I been out the way lately I been at home missing my brother everyday lately I been going stir crazy Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately I went to the Empire Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire Shit I finally felt wired Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher Guillermo del Toro almost kicked out by security Gogo Graham showed me extent of maturity Wayne and Suki they be ducking the frivolity Josue test the limits of all that chivalry Me, Max, and Fory smoking up in central park With Meridien sharing stories after dark All these beautiful faces and places Out in Thompkins I bypassed my stasis Sesh with Adam I'm just tryna get this back krook Got me itching to get home to my macbook Collecting dust collecting dust collecting dust Expectations and fakeness they drain my trust Want the status but I resent the industry Climbing ladders never really been the thing for me I was always on some other shit You can catch me in the tire swing I been out the way lately I been at home missing my brother everyday lately I been going stir crazy Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately I went to the Empire Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire Shit I finally felt wired Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher What's the point of this rapping if it's not fun? Brody death went and hit me like a shotgun I just stare at this screen, cry my self to sleep As I wish I could relive them memories My relation with this shit is ruining Realized my first mentor tried grooming me No wonder it's been 2 years Now you wanna make amends? You industry niggas weird Get the fuck up out my phone I don't care if you Jaden cousin Bitch ass niggas like you truly a dime a dozen Sliding at bitches when you know they 17 I hope yo ass drown in a pool of burning gasoline I got real problems like this grief I been avoiding Scared to talk to old friends cuz I'm too paranoid and Worried that they all disappointed in me I'm the big sis, we all lost our lil brother D How I'm the role model? First to finally get a degree But my words ain't get through and now that nigga ODd Mirror mirror shit I always saw himself in me Well versed in vices now he rest peace I think the whole friend group thought "that coulda been me" Now I can count on 3 hands how many fought this disease The fear of losing more of y'all, shit it scares me away I ain't shit, I ain't call for none of y'all birthdays I been out the way lately I been out the way lately I been I been out the way lately I been out the way lately I been I been out the way lately Said miss you all the time baby Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby Said miss you all the time baby Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby Said miss you all the time baby Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby Said miss you all the time baby Said miss you all the time baby Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby I miss you all the time baby Swear I miss you all the time all the time and I I don't know why it wasn't me This shit ain't fair nigga why the fuck it wasn't me? I don't know why it wasn't me I been I been out the way lately