Jumping at Ghosts

And I hate you but I love you more

I can't stand you but I don't want to see you go

I could spit on your grave

I could kiss you goodbye with such fury and rage that I don't even know why

You will anger me till I draw my last breath

In a circle that is never ending

It's a room in my house that is best to forget

I don't want to remember who I was back then (who I was back, who I was back then)

Who I was back then

Who I was back (then)

The white knight

The searchlight

The vampire behind me

You will anger me till I draw my last breath

On the surface I suppose I could wish you well

I was jealous of you, you were jealous of me

I'm glad that vicious love is now behind me

Trying to live in some biopic full of bullshit behind me