18 (Hell and Back)

I'm grown today I know, I saw the way you froze All your life you kept me close

I still love you but you know that I can't keep myself afloat

Broken hearts and all these drugs I've been through hell and back before

I'm grown today I know, I saw the way you froze All your life you kept me close

I still love you but you know that I can't keep myself afloat

Broken hearts and all these drugs I've been through hell and back before

Bring hell to the whole world Did me dirty, I need me a word

Do not act like that you had it worse

You know you put me through hell

Tell me is that going well? I keep on pushing cause you won't prevail

Who do I trust? keep on running from what you have done

Every minute destroying my mind I'm just saying I need you more time

Looking at all of the things I've tried I just needed to get off my mind

When I was 16 I wanted to die I wanted to die

I'm grown today I know, I saw the way you froze All your life you kept me close

I still love you but you know that I can't keep myself afloat

Broken hearts and all these drugs I've been through hell and back before

I'm grown today I know, I saw the way you froze All your life you kept me close

I still love you but you know that I can't keep myself afloat

Broken hearts and all these drugs I've been through hell and back before