Only Blue (feat. Provoker)

Depressing thoughts in the middle of the night

Holding the tears in my eyes

I feel like a failure sometimes

It's not always easy, sometimes I wanna die

It doesn't matter

That there's no color in my life, only blue

I always run away but there's no use

I wish I could say to you

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

I'll never get back what I lost

I let it creep in, back in my thoughts

I wasn't bothered 'cause I didn't know

How devastating it really is

I know it is

I know it is

My thoughts keep me up

Late at night

The things that I've been through

Haunt me sometimes

A life of abuse

I'm traumatized

It's too much pain

Sometimes I wanna die

It doesn't matter

That there's no color in my life, only blue

I always run away but there's no use

I wish I could say to you

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter