cut the ties

I am so fucking exhausted

Insides out, done fucking around

Losing connection, wires crossed

I'm just so fucking exhausted

Nothing's worth the work you put in

Polishing the brass as the ship is sinking

Insides out, done fucking around

I contempt my fate

As a bed-ridden husk filled to the brim with hate

Are these emotions my own?

I've lost control

Are these choices my own?

I am not calm nor collected

Cut the ties

I am so fucking exhausted

Insides out, done fucking around

Losing connection, wires crossed

I'm just so fucking exhausted

Half-woven truths and platitudes

I despise the hope you exude

Nothing's worth the work you put in

Polishing the brass as the ship is sinking

Everything comes crashing down

Knuckles scrape the asphalt and I'm falling out

Erase my existence from this this arid Earth