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Don't look at the truth

Ive rotted inside

My soul got contusions

Drag me through hell twice

I'm tryna get bled out

Feel free from my sins

But I got some demons

They stay by my side

I need it now

Backed off and I want it

I still fall for your lies

Gaslight in my conscience

Your ghost stays in my night

You got most of my spirit

Got chains stuck in my head

Its bleeding and I don't got stitches

I'm waiting for you

Still living a lie

Don't look at the truth

I try to deny it

Said I'm fucked up and I want it

Sawed off to my thoughts

Got my mind locked in those iron sights

The rain goes in my eyes

I got led bullets not graphite

Stabbed in my back

I want you like that

Cause I know its not there

Yea all that I left is burnt to ash now

I got some memories I can't leave back

I'm still in purgatories deep end

Until I climb to reason

I know I don't have time

I breath in all my lies

My flesh wants somebody but am I just on a side

I got nothing inside

So what's left to numb

I'm grabbing but its just a notion

I'm waiting for you

Still living a lie

Don't look at the truth

I try to deny it