Jansport Jungle Juice

Wipe the makeup off my face

Watch it fall into the sink

The porcelain turns pink

And I ball my hands to a fist

Oh loving yourself is a bitch

What would both our parents think

Well here's the thing- even if you put like twenty needles in the haystack

You'd have a hard time finding a needle cuz

That's a pretty big haystack if you know what I'm sayin'

I don't think you understand

This shit looks bad

And I'm doing my best

Not to laugh

Can I tell you a secret

And you better promise not to keep it

Don't do that do something else

You don't need vengeance you need help

I'm not happy I'm just here

I hope I'm better by next year

Don't do that do something else

You don't need vengeance you need help

I'm not happy I'm just here

I hope I'm better by next year

I'm not special I'm not bright

But it keeps me up at night

When I think to a time that I thought I was

But I'm not I'm just a bum

And I'm having so much fun

And I don't even think I'm done

You're not real you're just a thought

One I've grown to like a lot

Maybe one I could even love

Do you think of me or have you forgot

All the things that I've said and done

I miss it so much