now's not the time (feat. Luna Li)

Barely a year, got my first role

More than a daughter at fourteen months old

Bearing the weight of being your friend

Now I'll never be a kid ever again

What I wouldn't give to just be young

I'm bending over backwards for my mom

So now's not the time to say it out loud

I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down

Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie

Wish I could let you know what's on my mind

But now's not the time

Pack up my life, moving back west

Hurts to go home when I just left the nest

I grew up too fast, now I feel alone

'Cause I'm not the person that they used to know

So now's not the time to say it out loud

I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down

Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie

Wish I could let you know what's on my mind

Like how much I'm scared that I might hit the ground

And I wanna be brave, but I'm starting to drown

When I think about pieces of me that I've found

That I'll never get back 'cause I'll never grow down

But now's not the time to say it out loud

I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down

Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie

Wish I could let you know what's on my mind

But now's not the time