If It Is

Weren't you so inviting?

The way you looked me in

I've been romanticizing

I've lingered on your skin

Still, it was surprising

The lack of self control

When love you looked like lightning

When you came in too close

Now you've got me right where you want me

Coping with my codependency

And I get lonely

And isn't it familiar

When it feels different?

Don't lovers get recycled when love don't feel passionate?

But I wanna believe you

Oh, I wanna be yours

But binging you till boredom is all I can afford

When you've got me right where you want me

So self-aware

Oh, I've compared the chemistry

'Cause if it is

What it was, what it was, what it was

If it is

What it was, what it was, what it was

If it is

You should know, babe

I get lonely