Lost n Found

Down down down…

Entangled in these entrails

Endangered by the impale-ing

Ligaments and sticks and stones and sticky crimson dripping cold

No sign that I can move a limb

I’m paralyzed and bruised within

I’m terrified and who is this?

I’m barely smiling with through the shifts

Dragging me deep in the forest, now I’m

Establishing things for the morning, like that

I’ve had it with these silly morbid thoughts and now

Half of my sleep is ignoring lots of 'em

Don’t wake me up in the morning, I said

Don’t make me commit, I’m mourning I said

Bribe me with bandages, break in my back

Drown me in damages, drape me in black

Sedation and a zip up

Stuck in total darkness and I think that I’m.. in trunk…

There were

Too many faces and too many voices

I lay in this box and I

Hide from the noises

I sit in this silence til sun up and

"Heeey, what’s with all the sudden-"

My wrists tied and

Wait

Fire engulfs the fauna you flayed

Silhouettes stalk on the skyline in wait

The trees they twist and twitch and tower

The moon isn’t moving but maybe my mouth works and

No, this bitch used damn duct tape

Ropes wrap the wrists,

I’m confused by the blunt pain

Motioning back to the food that I must take

She shows me the last one that usually complained

Dead.

His skull was cracked and rotten

I get the feeling in my gut that

Null as that had gotten

At least I’m just assuming soon

I’m full and half forgotten

That maybe hasting sixty cuts

Could pull me back from haunting so I

Try to cut the rope with a

Knife that I had hoped would

Suffice in survival mode when the

Times got kinda dull while I’m

Frightened and fuckin' frozen in

Silence, these guys don’t notice the

Slightly high pitched- oh shit

Think I’d likely get smoked if the

Fuck. Heart rate just spiked

I’m in fight or flight mode and in harm’s way with my life

Body bag unzipped and a round racked in eyesight

Thought I had a tick to outlast 'em, caught my eyes

With the blur of a stock to my face it hits perfectly

Purple and awfully stained with some burgundy

Worse that I possibly take is a burn from the

Curse off the logs and the pain from a first degree, I

Stay, digging my grave

Shovelin’ shovels of dirt in the rain

The moon hit its peak and I’ll be buried deep

With the clouds and the trees waving silent at me

Fuck that shit

Knew his lucky name now

Caught the damn stock, cocked, and

Blew his fucking brains out

Buddy hit a rock and fire caught him on the way down

Lookin’ for a spot to dump the bodies on the way out

Itchin’ to get visceral with visions of their visages

Their viscera gets slit and strown, they’re sittin’ pretty missin’ bones and

Stitchin’ my incisions closed with sticks and vines and bits of bone

That sticky crimson drippin’ cold, I listen,

~ quiet, they’re gettin’ close

Distant stomping in leaves feel a

Prick in my neck and I drop to my knees

Strugglin’, coughin’, and seizin’ this toxin’s completely fucked

Knockin’ out me now subconscience in dreams and I’m

Wakin’ up foggy in a hospital bed

Takin’ apart all my thoughts I regret

Layin’ my face to the side on the mattress

Walls missing paint and all covered in scratches

Don’t.

I catch your eyes in the room bitch

I stand and my head feels bruised its

Not bad til vision goes stupid

Saw black, peripheral movement

Crashes and screams from the hallwaaay

Gnashing of teeth where they all staaay

Laughing at me can’t walk straaaight

Dragging my feet through the dark

They knock on the windows and glass and

They crawl on the ceiling–collapsed in

Debris on the floor where it happened

I cannot run any faster

Paralyzed and dissociatin’

Where am I in this lonely place an’

Terrified of my own creations

Barrel right to my dome in stasis

I can’t give a fuck anymore

Draggin’ her body, trail blood on the floor

Scratchin’ and weepin’ and screachin’ for help

Slash her to pieces and feed her to hell

Emptied the ankles and wrists

Nailed to the cross, let it flip

Letting her dangle and drip

Wailing and sobbing, you muhfuckin’ witch

ENTANGLED IN THESE ENTRAILS

ENDANGERED BY THE IM-PALING

LIGAMENTS AND STICKS AND STONES AND STICKY CRIMSON DRIPPING COLD NO

SIGN THAT I CAN MOVE A LIMB

I’M PARALYZED AND BRUISED WITHIN

I’M TERRIFIED AND WHO IS THIS?

I’M BARELY SMILING WITH THROUGH THE SHIFTS?