Smackdown

I woke up drunk I had that shaky feeling

You didn’t answer my call

It’s probably a sign

I gave myself one day of health and healing

It didn’t work out

I threw up in my mouth

If I can fly, with you in my dreams

Why does it matter if I’m ripping at the seams

Why does it matter, if I’m a disaster out in the real world

If I can lie, smile into a scream

Why does it matter that I’m never what I seem

Why does it matter, what I am after

It never changes anything

Smackdown baby it really hurts

Every time I rise again my backs a little worse

When will I know how to let go

Nothin is healing right

When will you come, Honey I’m done

Let’s call it a night

I woke up late my face was unappealing

Puffy under the eyes

I can’t say I’m surprised

You ask if I’m ok you know I’m reeling

Cause you don’t wanna try

So our loves gonna die

If I can fly, with you in my dreams

Why does it matter if I’m ripping at the seams

Why does it matter, if I’m a disaster out in the real world

If I can lie, smile into a screen

Why does it matter that I’m never what I seem

Why does it matter, what I am after

It never changes anything

Smackdown baby it really hurts

Every time I rise again my backs a little worse

When will I know how to let go

Nothin is healing right

When will you come, Honey I’m done

Let’s call it a night