Forfeit

I wish I didn't need more than love to stay with you

It would be easier but I do

I wish I didn't hesitate to trust you

Oh, but I do

And it's been one hell of a ride

But it's time to step off of it

Before I lose myself

And you've been my place of safety

My one and only

But I need to feel one by myself

And I don't want to think

Of a life without you

Even though this one hurts

But the push and pull

Feels more like a current

Pushing me towards the shore

But the further I go

The further I get from you

I wish I could've enjoyed the moments

When they were still feeling good

Without worrying when the shoes would drop

Oh, it's what you taught me to do

And it's been one hell of a ride

But it's time to step off of it

Before I lose myself

And you've been my place of safety

My one and only

But I need to learn to rely on myself

And I don't want to think

Of a life without you

Even though this one hurts

But the push and pull

Feels more like a current

Pushing me towards the shore

But the further I go

The further I get from you

You

Overtime my welfare was weathered

You know it's been back-breaking as well

And I've been suppressing the voice in my head

Asking why haven't you left yet

Oh, comfortable in this chaos

What can I do

'Cause I dont want to think

Of a life without you

But this one really hurts

And the push and pull

Feels more like a current

Pushing me towards the shore

But the further I go the further I get

And the only love I've known is the love I need to Forfeit