Proof (Diary)

Dear diary

I ain't spoke to you lately,

Low on hope,

Need better scope,

It's been driving me crazy,

Life in manny

got me feeling so stress

Rolling loud in a Punto

Strictly blowing cess,

Am I adept at making at connects

I Dont care for the cheques,

What's a label exec,

When you believe your the best,

It's all a test

I'm sat here writing raps,

Nanny worried

grandad just collapsed,

I mean Is this the path,

Managing the trade off

For song that pays off,

Asking friends for time

Believing it will take off,

 is the beast we face off,

Values in the wake off,

Success vs stress

You know we need a break off,

But imma take time,

While I build mine,

Games stress by design,

But i will shine,

Further we go,

The more that it's testing,

I mean , The more that I know

The more I have questions,

I'm ever learning,

Or that's the key in to this industry

It's ever turning,

Some do lots for publicity,

I never watch, they pay for bots

It's all imagery,

never not got proper props,

It don't mean shit to me,

So this for you

If you see the grind ahead,

The Sun will always shine,

Just like qyor said

hold a meds, reassess,

You know you'll get through,

Success pays dividends

Once it's over due

I could tell you the truth

But the proof is in the pudding