Cemetery

I hold it back but I really think I should be crying

I can't get out of bed, feels like I'm dying

Heavy chest from the way that I keep on smiling

Looking for another soul that's empathizing

With me when I can't breathe

I got a switchblade on my side tonight

Case that I can no longer fight those thoughts in my head

I took a long walk through the cemetery

Empty out my head try to find sanctuary

Hate it when my life feels ordinary

Listening to music in solitary

I don't want to die but I want to be buried

I killed who I was, I'm a mercenary

So I try, I try, I try to fight

But why, oh, why, oh, why should I?

I ask my God, "Do you really think that we are living?"

I can't go on in a world where I'm not forgiven

Steel bars, everyone makes their own prison

I think mine's the memories that I'm reminiscing

Looking for another soul that's empathizing

Help me 'cause I can't breathe

I got a switchblade on my side tonight

Case that I can no longer fight those thoughts in my head

I took a long walk to the cemetery

Empty out my head, try to find sanctuary

I hate it when my life feels ordinary

Listening to music in solitary

I don't want to die but I want to be buried

I killed who I was, I'm a mercenary

So I try, I try, I try to fight

But why, oh, why, oh, why should I?

You say you're feeling so alive

I know you lie 'cause so do I

You say you're feeling so alive

I know you lie 'cause so do I

You say you're feeling so alive

I know you lie 'cause so do I