Blurry Memory

My bed calls me, dragging me in from morning to night

And I give myself without a fight

My life’s fading out in this empty room

Day and night, I meditate on the time passing by

The moon is sad and glowering on this dreary night

May the big door remain closed, the fire’s still alight

The world around is nothing but a blurry memory

If our lives are less than a day in the end

Why the murkiness is so pleasing to me

Chasing my days all night long with no hope of return

If everything that’s born decays, then why would I hang on

When the dreams arrive with old and distant memory

Nothing lasts forever in this world of mystery

Where humanity’s always confused reality

Leans on the crumbling edge of the endless insanity

Here at the source of mountains and vales

We are at the final frontier between light and the void

The moon disappeare, the stars fled away

On the edge, I am contemplating eternity

Here at the source of mountains and vales

We are at the final frontier between light and the void

The moon disappeared, the stars fled away

On the edge, I am contemplating eternity

Each day the ground under me digs a tomb

Growing deep the entire weight of my fear

This earth opens under the weight of my anguish

Shakes and trembles, trapping me in the desolation

My demons are extremely strong and malicious

They show no mercy and steal my happiness

They strive in all my ventures scheming around me now

The moon appears and reveals itself it cursed and bewitched me

Memories haunt me heart and mind

I hear voices of the past chasing me

They seldom leave me be

As though they seek to drive me off the cliff

Here at the source of mountains and vales

We are at the final frontier between light and the void

The moon disappeared, the stars fled away

On the edge, I am contemplating eternity

The sorrows of a thousand souls call and cry

For repentance and mercy while sinking into oblivion

Their tears are flooding the dry lands of greed.

Surrounding the innocents with misery and discord

If for us, happiness was not serenity

We no longer find it in melancholy

But if we fear tears as much as madness, where can we find joy?

And we wait for the time of better promises to finally arrive

Now other beings will go where we went yesterday

We have arrived, others will also come in the same way

And the dream that had become of our millions bright souls

We’re on the right path; I have to let it go and stay alive