Ugly (Interlude)

I feel like I'm pretty ugly for someone my age

Acne scarring my face and my body since I was eight

Even though it doesn't seem like that, I really even care

I'm staring in the mirror to see if someone would really care

'Cause I've been having bad thoughts

Always have these bad thoughts

What if I would just die?

I don't wanna be alive

Everything around me seems like just another lie (lie, lie)

Oh, just another lie

And I've been trying to stay alive

But, I don't like it normally

'Cause еverything I did

I end up in it mediocrеly

I got my arm tatted, symbolizing that it's my dad

Then, my momma told me, "Giving up on your dreams is bad."

Try to stay on my path, looking for a little faith

Found it in a job, but, damn it, now, I'm dropping 5K

Listening to an artist, and these people say I'm obsessed

Then, I'm writing in a diary and saying I'm depressed

Now, I cannot ever sleep at night (night, night)

Feels like I am fighting for my life (life, life)

And fuck it, now, I'm fighting for my life (life, life)

Past thoughts haunt me every time (time, time)

I say that I don't really enjoy real company

But, then my friend is there and always really just inspires me

To laugh (laugh, laugh), to cry (cry, cry)

To write (write, write), to keep going on, no

Everything I didn't do, I feel like I will regret

Past girls fucked my life up and, now, I'm depressed

Fighting with my inner demons, saying that I'm okay

But I'm never okay, no one cares anyway

400 songs deep, more stories in the bag

But my ugly face won't shine in front of the crowd

How do I stay inspired to keep going?

Especially when you're like me, oh

It never worked out for me, oh, yeah

I'm ugly, baby