Lirik
I'm a hot mess when I don't keep myself in check
I'm a hot mess yeah and I got lots and lots of regrets
I don't know what else to say I just got faith
As long as I pray everything will be ok
I made so many mistakes in my past
I don't even know how I made it this far
So many days that when I look back
I'm like man I wish I never done that
I been a cheater I been a liar
Quit some jobs some I got fired
Man I got so much dirt on my name
So much pain that I gave I'm ashamed
Lock me up and throw away the key
Ain't no hope left waiting for me
Maybe I deserve more than a thousand years
Maybe I deserve to keep drowning in my tears ya know why cause
I'm a hot mess when I don't keep myself in check
I'm a hot mess yeah and I got lots and lots of regrets
I don't know what else to say I just got faith
As long as I pray everything will be ok
It's gonna take a lot more than a few prayers
All this traumas buried deep in layers
I've been my own biggest hater
But now imma just be my own savior
I wake up and pray thank god for today
I'm living my life in a whole new way
Everything I do what I consume
The books that I read I don't watch the news
I used to wanna be 6 feet deep
But now I love me and who I came to be
You gotta work hard if you really want to change
If you don't do the work then you'll always be the same
And I don't know about you who me
But imma change into a better me a better man
We've heard that before
Cause I'm tired of telling myself the same thing the same thing like
Like what
I'm a hot mess when I don't keep myself in check
I'm a hot mess yeah and I got lots and lots of regrets
I don't know what else to say I just got faith
As long as I pray everything will be ok
Written by: Vincent Parra
