Dari
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Dozer
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andrew Mendoza
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Red Eye Studio
Producer
Lirik
Yeah I’m tryna find the old me
Wishing someone would’ve told me
No matter what you do don’t nobody owe me
Don’t expect the same love and the dedication
Don’t expect them to understand the destination
They only wit you when it’s convenient to them
That’s why I been searching for that special feeling again
Yeah that feeling of love that feeling of confidence
Feelings of peace when it was me and you rocking this
I don’t know what happened to the old days but I’m moving on cuz this life is way to short to waste
I’ve been going through the motions feeling lost up in a maze
Going through this season and I’m praying that it’s just a phase
Keep on stepping cuz I gotta prove it to myself
I gotta thug it out and I ain’t need nobody else
Before I loose my mind there’s sumn that you gotta know
You’ve seen me at my highs you seen me at my lows
You always held me down but I guess you let me go
I think it’s time I find my way and find it on my own
Appreciate the effort but I guess we’ll never know
Appreciate the experience taught me how to grow
And I’ve been having way to many nightmares
They don’t end when I wake up cuz this life ain’t fair
I’ve been going through the struggle only thing I got is prayer
Tryna save my soul from the devil Lord do you hear my prayers
Yeah
Do you hear my prayer
Lord I know your there
Show me what to do
What to do what to do
Lord I know your there
Show me what to do
What to do what to do
Yeah
Fighting demons in my head feel like I’m boutta loose
God yeah I know your there
Show me what to do
I know it happened for a reason
Put my trust in you
I know it’s just a season
But these sky’s ain’t turning blue
I’m lost in all the lies
It’s hard to see the truth
I’m feeling compromised
Don’t know what to do
I’m tryna live my life
But I can’t seem to follow through
I’m tryna live my life
So I just gotta push on in through
I gotta learn from the struggle running through this jungle
I think I’m getting better I just hope I never fumble
I pray you give me strength and lord I pray you keep me humble
Sometimes you take an L thats just the way the coockie crumble
Sometimes you stick to the script ain’t talking royal rumble
They wanna see me fold like when that chrome up to your frontal
I never said it’s gone be easy never said you won’t stumble
Never said that God will leave you never said you won’t struggle
Tryna find the old me
Wishing someone would’ve told me
No matter what you do don’t nobody owe me
Don’t expect the same love or that dedication
Don’t expect them to understand your destination
They only wit you when it’s convenient to them
That’s why I been searching for that special feeling again
Yeah that feeling of love that feeling of confidence
Feelings of peace when it was me and you rocking this
Written by: Andrew Mendoza
