bull in a china shop

It don't make sense to me

You say I'm not just anyone

But I'm no superhero, there's no way that I'll save everyone

I just need room to breathe

If death wants me, then let him come

I bet that when you left, that was the best thing that you've ever done

I don't wanna hear that people make mistakes

I make the same exact ones every single day

I get up and then I fall flat on my face

I don't know how much more of this I can take

I lost count of all the battles that I've lost

Feels like no one even listens when I talk

I ruin everything I touch, I'm tryna stop

It's like I'm a bull in a china shop

La-da-da-da-da,  La-da-da-da-da ,  La-da-da-da-da

It's like I'm a bull in a china shop

I'm a lil soldier, baby, you ain't finna break me

I was stuck inside my head but I'm tryna break free

Watch my momma in the hospital, wish god would take me

But I know that's not how it works, so I'm just tryna make peace with it

That boy is a monster, don't know what the fuck she sees in him

And I pray that there's a God, I'm not sure if I still believe in him

Lately I been smoking just to make sure that I'm breathing

My family's on the line, but I still can't afford the treatment

It feels like I'm telling you my dirty little secret

I ain't ever do this shit for money, now I need it

Everybody gave me the cold shoulder, I'm freezing

No one ever told me we grow older from grieving

Prime James Harden, I'm tired of playing defense

I'm the last true artist, I'm spiraling off the deep end

And my scars are my reminders, so I'll never let you see them

It looks like all my failures outweigh all of my achievements

La-da-da-da-da, La-da-da-da-da,  La-da-da-da-da, La-da-da-da-da

It don't make sense to me

You say I'm not just anyone

But I'm no superhero, there's no way that I'll save everyone

I just need room to breathe

If death wants me, then let him come

I bet that when you left, that was the best thing that you've ever done

I don't wanna hear that people make mistakes

I make the same exact ones every single day

I get up and then I fall flat on my face

I don't know how much more of this I can take

I lost count of all the battles that I've lost

Feels like no one even listens when I talk

I ruin everything I touch, I'm tryna stop

It's like I'm a bull in a china shop