these last months (stl)

Finding this these last months

Makes me think that I'll be alright

Can you tell me something

Are you real?

It's not every day

Something changes, everything shifts

Do you feel the same way?

I can't tell

Look at my face in the mirror

I can't even recognize myself

It's been a minute since I could spend a lil moment to focus on health

But lately I been feelin good and this time I think maybe it might stick around

As long as I'm chasin that feeling, that means that that feeling is already found

I know that it hurt but I think it was worth it, I think I would do it again

I know that you think that we better as strangers, but maybe one day we'll be friends

And I'm hatin the fact that we'll never get back to the way I knew we could've been

But I can't be mad at the Fates

It was already woven in

Please don't tell me anything that you wouldn't wanna tell yourself

I'm on the other coast, but I'm holdin on to the things I felt, for you

I know I could've prevented it

I was so set on just endin it

Lookin at cons and the benefits

I should've focused on all the moments I knew I would miss, with you

Now I sit and reminisce

Cause I had been broken-hearted, broken down into pieces

Then you came and I was fixed

Taught me to balance, you were everything that I needed

But I think we did what we should

Nada dura pa' siempre, especially if it was meant to be good

Yeah I think we did what we should