Emptiness

Aye

Look

A lot of real that I spoke

A lot of real in my notes

A lot of pain in my life

I pour that pain into both

I don't write the type of lines that you'll type under a post

But I got the type of rhymes that you'll feel in ya soul, if you a real one

Cause I know it's some who can't relate

Them silver spoon mufuckas who always grew up with a plate

Never had to use a bottle of water to wash they face

And never seen they moms talking to the landlord about rent that's gon late

**** I'm a product of that struggle

Now I'm tryna break the cycle, I gotta have a revival

No role models only rappers and ball players were the idols

Graduated high school and got a masters in survival

Shit ain't always cut and dry, shit ain't always black and white

I know that ima win in life cause I ain't scared to sacrifice

I sacrificed my own time I sacrificed my own mind

I sacrificed my soulmate when I took that bus ride

Was it easy not at all but it ain't kill me, I survived

Two years later I stand tall cause I know timing is divine

Now I'm 29 and feeling like I'm entering my prime

My prime as a man and an author when it comes to rhymes

Ya bm in my dm I don't want her tho she get denied

That bitch is fake bougie and in real life she ain't worth my time

Playa shit

I might give her some game but I'll never save a bitch

Boi I'm on some playa shit

I never had to lie for my position always tell a bitch the truth that's that playa shit

That shit got me blocked plenty times but ehh that comes with this playa shit

We had an understanding until she caught feelings that's how it goes in this playa shit

I sacrificed my soulmate

And then I came right back to this playa shit

Man

Yea

And now I'm feeling empty as a bitch

Aye we gon call this shit emptiness fuck it

It just make sense