it's not enough

Most of the time, I'm steady, I'm fine

I don't trip over memories or get lost in rewind

I can fake a smile, I can play the part

But nothing erases the ache in my heart

I keep moving forward, I stay in my lane

But her shadow still lingers, a ghost in my brain

And it's almost enough to forget her name

Almost enough to let go of the pain

But the nights are so long, and the silence cuts deep

Almost enough, but she still haunts my sleep

Most of the time, I'm holding my ground

I don't fall to the whispers of what we had found

I tell myself stories of how it's okay

But the cracks in my armor still show every day

I'm strong, and I'm surviving, I'm playing the game

But the way she loved me, it's never the same

And it's almost enough to forget her name

Almost enough to let go of the pain

But the nights are so long, and the silence cuts deep

Almost enough, but she still haunts my sleep

Most of the time, I can drown it out

The echoes of her voice, the shadows of doubt

But when I close my eyes, she's there again

A bittersweet ghost, I can't comprehend

Was it all real, or just in my head?

I can't tell anymore, but the words she said

They're almost enough to break me

And it's almost enough to forget her name

Almost enough to let go of the pain

But the nights are so long, so long, hm, and the silence cuts deep

Almost enough, but she still haunts my sleep

Most of the time, I'm strong, I'm okay

But she's the shadow that won't fade away

Almost enough to pretend I've moved on

But almost isn't enough when she's still a song, hm-hm

Most of the time, I'm strong, I'm okay

But she's the shadow that won't fade away

Almost enough to pretend I've moved on

But almost isn't enough when she's still the song