Two Goodbyes

I bet you’re still doing all the same damn things

Still living down on Broadway

I bet you’re making someone else crazy

And I’m glad that it ain’t still me

With my makeup on the pillow

Bottle on the floor

Looking at myself like

I don’t know her no more

Couldn’t even see me in plain sight

Had to lose us both at the same time

Now I don’t really want you like that

‘Cause I didn’t really love me way back

You weren’t really what I needed

But I guess I really wasn’t either

Yeah you had the version that I used to be

But she burned fast, looking back it’s crazy to see

I only said it one time

But felt like two goodbyes

One to you and one to the old me

The old me

Yeah

I was jaded, but still you locked me down

I was patient while you’d go ‘round and ‘round

You were taking the best ‘til the worst came out

I was faking the rest ‘til that shit went south

Makeup on the pillow

Bottle on the floor

Woke up in the morning

Had to cut the cord

Went and closed the door for the both of us

Had to black out just to sober up

Now I don’t really want you like that

‘Cause I didn’t really love me way back

You weren’t really what I needed

But I guess I really wasn’t either

Yeah you had the version that I used to be

But she burned fast, looking back it’s crazy to see

I only said it one time

But felt like two goodbyes

One to you and one to the old me

The old me

Yeah

One to the old me, oh