Pain

Laryngitis couldn’t stop me

Got the Midas so don’t touch me

Been the brightest since a puppy I’m a big dog now

I’ma pure blooded real **** I ain’t talking about my melanin

Could’ve been a drug dealer from the circles that I settled in

Guess I am a drug dealer because music is the medicine

Nowadays I would say all this music’s so repetitive

Don’t fall a victim to the system want you under like a sedative

I see bigger picture getting richer with my brethren

And I been the best out since the day I stepped out of the womb

I’m the elephant in every room, you embellishing every move

And you’re jealous of every dude, If I fall, if I fail bet you tell it to every news

While we all sing the blues

And you wonder why I keep to myself

Cause I only reply to the fans I don’t lie to

When I say that you inspire me the same way I inspire you

If your lost then Ima find you

If you cry then Ima cry too

If you die then I’m beside you

Pain in my vocal chords

Pain turned my heart to stone

I know its not your fault, your fault

I’m here you’re not alone

No time no Audemars

Live like there’s no tomorrow

Pain in my vocal chords

Pain turned my heart to stone

I know its not your fault, your fault

I’m here you’re not alone

No time no Audemars

Live like there’s no tomorrow

These the first verses I’ve written in years

I recite this while I hold back tears

When I think about how you’re not here

But I do not fear being alone cause I’m used to it

And I used to tell myself lies from time to time tryna find the truth in it

Like this year will be my year but every year the same stupid shit

This moments all I have if I ain’t living then I’m losing it

And I’ve lost too much already that’s why my thoughts so heavy

Ate enough pain that’s why I’m veggie, too many slain turn off the telly

And when it rains you know it pours, you know it storms that ain’t confetti

Why it feel like everybody’s out to get me

Why it feel like everybody won’t accept me

Cause I’m a black man in a white mans world

I’m a black man with a white mans girl

Don’t I spit colour when I utter these words

Don’t see colour in the back of a hearse

And you wonder why I keep to myself

Cause I only reply to the fans I don’t lie to

When I say that you inspire me the same way I inspire you

If your lost then Ima find you

If you cry then Ima cry too

If you die then I’m beside you

Pain in my vocal chords

Pain turned my heart to stone

I know its not your fault, your fault

I’m here you’re not alone

No time no Audemars

Live like there’s no tomorrow

Pain in my vocal chords

Pain turned my heart to stone

I know its not your fault, your fault

I’m here you’re not alone

No time no Audemars

Live like there’s no tomorrow