3 Year Defeat

Summertime, summertime, summertime, summertime

When it happened to me

I remember my very first, very first time

I still see it when I shut my eyes

I remember the water

Being brighter than normal

I could feel my whole body

It's changing, it's rotting, it's changing, it's plotting

Please don't let this consume me

I will do anything

To get away from what could be

I don't want to be low again

Wintertime, wintertime, wintertime, wintertime

Shaking for different reasons

Half alive, half alive, half alive, half alive

The other half isn't me

It's a simple math equation

Too much substance than abrasion

Please don't let this consume me

I will do anything

To get away from what could be

I don't want to be low again

There's still a world for us to see

I feel the waves wash over me

The start of a three-year defeat

But we're all right now, so come on

Please don't let this consume me

I will do anything

To get away from what could be

I don't want to be low again

There's still a world for us to see

I feel the waves wash over me

The start of a three-year defeat

But we're all right now, so come on

And it took everything I had to destroy the last stash

'Cause my mind's still on the trigger now, waiting to pull

Oh my God, my heart is racing, but at least it's on its own

It's the first time in a while that it's beating on its own