despite everything it's still you!

I can’t catch a break from you tonight

And the after-party’s inside

I’m on my way out, don’t call, it’s alright

So in other words, all I want to hear, “I love you,” is nothing

You can’t tell me anything

When I’m home and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

Thinking I could be something better

Alone and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

And gonna be something better

I don’t wanna waste away

But I’m too scared to show my face

I can’t catch a break from you tonight

I’ve got everything I need inside

All I’ve ever asked of you is nothing

You can’t tell me anything

When I’m home and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

Thinking I could be something better

Alone and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

And gonna be something better

Looking in the mirror

I see that it’s still me, despite everything

I’ve got some shit I can’t get off of my chest

And I won’t let it out

And I can’t let it out

I’ve got some things I can’t admit to myself

And I won’t let it out

And I can’t settle down

When I’m home and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

Thinking I could be something better

Alone and I’m rotting in bed

I feel I’m better off dead

And gonna be something better