bloodYhell.

this is not what I had planned

the flowers die when I spit

#issomethingwrongwithme

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bloodYhell

whY is everything so heavy

it’s crazy how the world keeps changing

and nothing stays the same

bl… bloodYhell

if heaven is a place on earth

tell me

whY does it feel like I’m burning

just help me understand

bloodYhell

bloodYhell

please just help me understand

I’ve been having these weird thoughts

tell me, is any of this real or not?

I tried to run

I tried to hide

but hate will never leave my sight

I’m losing it

I’m giving in

giving in

bloodYhell

whY is everything so heavy

it’s crazy how the world keeps changing

and nothing stays the same

bl… bloodYhell

if heaven is a place on earth

tell me

whY does it feel like I’m burning

just help me understand

bloodYhell

bloodYhell

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I hold my breath

hold my breath

hold my breath

bloodYhell

whY is everything so heavy

it’s crazy how the world keeps changing

and nothing stays the same

bl… bloodYhell

if heaven is a place on earth

tell me

whY does it feel like I’m burning

just help me understand

bloodYhell

just help me understand

bloodYh…(´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)