Crumbs of Misery

I hate the way it comforts me

Looking down just to feel at ease

Like I’m feeding on someone’s fall

Ain’t that the lowest thing of all?

I laugh at myself, what else can I do?

Say I'm a fool, yeah, maybe it's true

I tell myself it’s fine this way

But the stain on my hands won’t fade

So yeah, I’m a coward, I own it now

I play it off, but I still break down

I act like I don’t even care

But I can’t escape this shame I wear

Try to change, but I don’t even start

Just another stray left in the dark

A name with no worth, a voice unheard

A man who won’t step, afraid to be burned

I laugh at myself, what else can I do?

Say I'm a fool, yeah, maybe it's true

I tell myself it’s fine this way

But the stain on my hands won’t fade

So yeah, I’m a coward, I own it now

I play it off, but I still break down

I act like I don’t even care

But I can’t escape this shame I wear

Hate me, curse me, throw me away

I ain't worth the breath you waste

A future where I love myself?

That’s a dream I’ll never taste

So yeah, I’m a coward, I own it now

I play it off, but I still break down

Chasing a truth I’ll never find

Drowning in a past I can’t rewind

So yeah, I’m a coward, I own it now

I play it off, but I still break down

Chasing a truth I’ll never find

Drowning in a past I can’t rewind