Ptsd

Come here, can I talk to you?

About my life, I really need it

It's been hard living

Even way before they start killin'

Some in my mind

Had me stuck with this dark feeling

But I ain't let it take a hold of me

I know I'm right here

Where I'm supposed to be

I lost some people who was close to me

Witnessed some deaths I wasn't supposed to see

No, I ain't alright

Okay, look into my eyes

Its been a million times I cried

If I said I didnt id be lying

They can't say that I ain't try it

I risked my life for it

Went caught some stripes for it

Load up a hundred rounds

Tryna take a life for it

They say I changed

Now this Glock still the same kind

I'm doin' right, but livin' wrong

At the same time

I'm tryna make it out

Can't take us all at one time

If I shine, then your shine, come in due time

Say just hold me down

Don't let me down

Don't you come around when it's all smiles

Then disappear when it's all frowns

I would hate to have to x you out

I shed a tear when rain drops fall

I been thinking bout my dawg

Wish I could spend some time with you

Come here, can I talk to you

About my life, I really need it

It's been hard living

Even way before they start killing

Some in my mind had me stuck with a dark feeling

But I ain't let it take a hold of me

I know I'm right here where im supposed to be

I lost some people who was close to me

Witnessed some deaths I wasn't supposed to see

No, I ain't alright