Kiss Me With Your Headlights

I keep making jokes

I don't know what to do

'Cause I am pretty sure you hate me

And I am clearly still in love with you

This wasn't the plan

It was only a problem

A problem I could never solve

Oh, I wonder if you've got it

And I've got friends who've never met you

They're glad that they can say that

But I am pretty sure they'd rather bleed

Before they let me call you back

I've just got scared of everyone

You've ever known

You've tried to leave

I've tried to run

I hit the ground

I saw you walking to your car

And maybe one day I'll get up

And learn to breathe through coffee cups

And then I'll leave this situation

And I will show off all my scars

And I'm sorry if I jump out my window

I just don't like walking to my car

I'll use the fall to think about escape routes

To the reservoir

You said I should fix my self-esteem

If I am never getting out of bed again

But all my confidence was wasted

And all my self-esteem was broken

Can we ignore

The coffee stains on my fingers

And the way your cellphone lingers

Over every conversation that we have

'Cause you get bored

And I know I'm not exciting

Now I know that you're not either

I'm running out things to say

Well, I'm so glad that you did

And I

I see your headlights coming

But I am happy to sit here

I am happy to sit here

And I

I see you headlights coming

But I'll lie down in the road

'Cause there is no sense in running away

And I'm still get scared of everyone

You've ever known

You've tried to leave

And I've tried to run

I hit the ground

While you walking to your car

And maybe one day I'll get up

And learn to breathe through coffee cups

And then I'll leave this situation

And I can show off all my scars