Neurosis

I don’t drink water as much

I don’t stay focused up

I got a scattered brain (Brain)

Haven’t showered in at least five days

And it feels not great

No good when I don’t respond

But I hold myself to a vagabond

I’m a high prime player of the game we on

I can’t wait for this to end, to end

Don’t hurt yourself

As I did when I said I would fall

Fly above

Don’t talk to me at all anymore

I don’t like this

I don’t wanna die right now

My brain’s overloaded, I don’t know how

And I don’t feel that way

I don’t feel the way I did in the past

Even if it isn’t real, I overthink ’til I pass

And it was you, it was all you

When you thought me to death

And now all I feel is neurosis

Where would I be without a past to support it?

If It’s not real to you, then I suggest the door

‘Cause to do all that you did

Say I’m no longer here for this

And then just dip without a chance

Is nothing I will give a stance

‘Cause to quote myself again

The past supports a pair of friends

But we did not contain the past

So what we had would never last

And now I’m gone, I’m in the sky

It took me several months to die

A note you’d left, I wrote at eyes

The same that told me you had lied

Don’t hurt yourself

As I did when I said I would fall

Fly above

Don’t talk to me at all anymore

I don’t like this

I don’t wanna die right now

My brain’s overloaded, I don’t know how

And I don’t feel that way

I don’t feel the way I did in the past

Even if it isn’t real, I overthink ’til I pass

And it was you, it was all you

When you thought me to death

And now all I feel is neurosis

She go one-step, two-step

Tippy-toe, run it

Ran another lap to avoid the discussion

Yeah, she scarf up pills with a glug of robitussin

She like cyanide to a noble man with a gumption

Baby, don’t you know my temple’s running?

Yeah, I got ninety nine problems

Didn’t think you would be one

It wouldn’t hit a nerve, even if the world gon’ hate me

I just want you by my side, and that’s a whole one hundred

Baby, don’t —

Don’t hurt yourself

As I did when I said I would fall

Fly above

Don’t talk to me at all anymore

I don’t like this

I don’t wanna die right now

My brain’s overloaded, I don’t know how

And I don’t feel that way

I don’t feel the way I did in the past

Even if it isn’t real, I overthink ’til I pass

And it was you, it was all you

When you thought me to death

And now all I feel is neurosis

So how do I not know that this is from—