I'm not dumb

I know I'm being punished

I just don't know what for

I'm trying to quit smoking

But quitting's costing me even more

My country wants me to kill myself

The preexisting condition of being born

April's teaching me how to do my taxes

I’m so upstanding I can't stand it anymore

How do I feel okay when I'm not playing a show every day?

Go from adrenaline rise and dopamine highs

To endless dishes piling up in the sink

And how do I survive away from my bed and all my friends

Giving up my creature comforts for days and weeks and months on end

In my head the solutions getting married

To someone who loves being on the road

And when there's a kid or dog or something

She'd be alright to stay home

I kinda just wish I could clone myself

Primarily, cause that’d be hot

Practically, it would fix everything

I guess I've gotta learn to work with what I've got

How do I feel okay when I'm not putting on a show every day

Go from adrenaline rise and dopamine highs

To endless dishes piling up in the sink

And how do I survive away from my bed and all my friends

Giving up my creature comforts for days and weeks and days and weeks and days and weeks and months on end