Help Me Please

Help me please I'm blinded by my tears and I just can't see So many devils tryin' to recycle my soul 'Cause in the ghetto where I'm from Ain't no flies in the groves, just niggas and hoes Send me a sign Just to let a nigga know that he been on your mind Mhmm Hmm, shit just be so fucked up out here in these streets, man You feel me? Straight up This is the sea of life and I'm drownin' I know I can swim, but feel like I keep sinkin' down in These waters and I can't breathe, I feel like I'm gon' blow it I can see people holdin' a life jacket but they won't throw it Entertained by my struggle and they'd love to see me die Why not love to see me live instead of helpin' my family cry? Like a homeless person with a sign, I would work for food Ain't no shame in bein' helpless, it's a part of payin' dues On an everyday mission, tryin' to collect 5's and 10's So many worries, I promise my bones show right through my skin Fancy cars and a mansion? That ain't never been my goal A hooptie would be fine, plus somewhere warm when it's cold I know what it feel like, not to be able to call the shots Have a pen but no time to connect, all the dots Therefore I do what I can do and then get down on my knees 'Cause I can't make it by my lonely, Jesus help a nigga please Help me please I'm blinded by my tears and I just can't see So many devils tryin' to recycle my soul 'Cause in the ghetto where I'm from Ain't no flies in the groves, just niggas and hoes Send me a sign Just to let a nigga know that he been on your mind Mhmm Yeah, much love to everybody doin' time Up in Pam Minister state jail, you dig Seem like soon as I'm findin' happiness, the joy's gone Kickin' it with Steve Francis, Mike Tyson and Roy Jones I waited my whole life to be somebody But now I've gotta get a visit just to see somebody I'm in this all white, reminscin' all night, 'bout my cousin Trays Wreakin' havoc in this rap game, so it's alright Grandmother and my Auntie gettin' everything they need Tray's an angel in my eyesight, a true friend in need While I'm waitin' for heaven, I see hell and smell the flames God send Abraham to quickly snatch me from this pain I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery I done see too many killings just like my vision is mean to me And my eyes don't like me, and my soul wanna leave I'm persecuted daily by my friends, it ain't easy I do what I can do and then get down on my knees I have so many enemies, Lord would you help me please? Help me please I'm blinded by my tears and I just can't see So many devils tryin' to recycle my soul 'Cause in the ghetto where I'm from Ain't no flies in the groves, just niggas and hoes Send me a sign Just to let a nigga know that he been on your mind Mhmm Nigga fuck Precinct 5, nigga and fuck Officer Thornton Berry Punk-ass bitches, uh Tryin' to survive for me is like chasin' the wind You know you ain't never gon' catch it So why bother lettin yo' knees bend? I try to stay around some realness brothers and sisters holla if you feel this If hurt and misery is who you chill with Mo City my hood, it forever be my block Never thought I'd see the day it'd hand me over to the cops Where the love from my homeboys, I love y'all too I was the tugboat to ya problems 'cause I drove y'all through Just one question dawg, how could you do me like that? I took your family in I put some cash in ya pocket, made you a man again But now it's like you never knew me Wouldn't take the fall for y'all so now y'all wanna do me I made it up out the hood and I ain't comin' back Unless I'm bringin' Lil' Boss to get a hundred sack Nigga I'm gon' do what I'm gon' do And then get down on my knees And make a couple of G's, but in God name Help a nigga to succeed