So Hard to Love

I'm fighting with my head and my heart All the reasons you think we'll fall apart You can hold me and in circles we'll crawl Chasing tails Feeling nothing at all Oh Am I so hard to love Am I so hard to love If you can't better this then it's not all that good I know it's been short but maybe I've stayed longer than I really should I am storming Steeping up through my head I should leave now but I'm waiting instead for a new day For a version of you that will love me Displacing my blue Oh Am I so hard to love Am I so hard to love If you can't better this then it's not all that good I know it's been short but maybe I stayed longer than I really should At the edge of courage I could stand here all night long and say nothing Oh Nothing I'm fighting with my head and my heart All the reasons I know we'll fall apart Am I so hard to love Am I so hard to love