Tired and Awake

Something in the way you bloom Soft cracks, subtly scratched, and skewed Lullabies and afternoons You've past, withering fast, confused But I know, it's a mistake Falling in love, to make a friend stay Disgrace, give me a break I'm trying to die happy someday Heaven, let me come stay? What would it cost How would I pay? Please just, save me a place Tired and I'm awake Something in the way we move Camouflaged, everyone hides in two's Entourage, go chase the group It's a rats race, always afraid, to lose But I know, it's a mistake Falling in love, to make a friend stay Disgrace, give me a break I'm trying to die happy someday Heaven, let me come stay? What would it cost How would I pay? Please just, save me a place Tired and I'm awake Oh I loathe, anyone sways me Back and forth, porcelain daisy I'm sure, puppeteers made me Tied, arms high Uncontrolled, strung up and crazy Take hold, patient constraining I loathe, how I've been tamed to Fear goodbyes But I know, it's a mistake Falling in love, to make a friend stay Disgrace, give me a break I'm trying to die happy someday Heaven, let me come stay? What would it cost How would I pay? Please just, save me a place Tired and I'm awake Tired and I'm awake I'm tired, and I'm Awake