The Hardest Part

You found hope in a bottle And I found mine in the church Should've known from the beginning That this never would've worked Cause while I fought for survival You were lost inside your head You were dancing with the devil You should've danced with me instead When we were only children Gave you all I had to give Without knowing you were an ocean In which I couldn't swim While you were casting shadows Trying to turn a spark to fire The weight of the world was heavy Too much for your desire But I was wrong to think What you said to me Meant anything at all And I was wrong to believe That you were good for me I was wrong Well I know it's hard to find A balance or really anything at all I'd rather live my life wide open Than with my back against the wall And baby you were hiding Under all your reasons not to try The only time where you were comfortable Was the time you said 'goodbye' But you were wrong to think What you said to me Had any weight at all And you give up too easily It's like you never cared at all But your were wrong You were wrong That ain't the hardest part It's not the hardest part That ain't the hardest part The hardest part is still loving you