Alone and insecure would be the best description/ and i don't no words baby i need attention /

I think i need you right now /

I want you for tonight now /

And i don't need an introduction people know / that syna be that boy that rocks the black and gold / shit forgot to tell you that i want out / but i'd want in if you want in my pride givin' in / i used to rock that reckless on my lettermen / but all this shit is new it needs to settle in / drowning in you girl i call that TBT / and 3-4 days i'm scared you'll forget about / me / on my Tee Tee / baby come clean clean / do you feel the way that i be feeling / cuz i feel strong / cruise ships dinner dates / girl we be waiting too long / try to kill some time by maybe drowning on my futon / clothes on clothes off / i feel like a pro mon' / waking up at 8 to go work out and get my buff on / but i got some baggage that i ignore and i can't say / what it is but i tend to think about it everyday /

All my time tends to feel wasted

I guess i'm just un-complacent

Wheres my phone i need to go vent

To myself because to who else

I feel anxious and i can tell

That i need you here right here

I scream inside so they can't hear

That my minds consumed by the fear

That i am the only that feels

That i am the only who deals

With shit like this in my head

Unappreciated / and if i really was that'd be appreciated / and you can't rock with us you either preach it hate it / i feel like i can't feel and thats the problem / oxymoron sentences / look how much lint this is / and i put emphasis/ on i think ima roll / but that shit makes me worse / and i know / "that peers play a role on how i act" / and all of all that crap / but ima stay being me and influencing /

It bothers me that i can't see a cop / ima be scared for my life if we gon' stop / don't let my melanin / get into your skin / about how i'm not from here /

Well bitch neither are you /

I can't breathe how bout you /

Did i make it clear / that shit we're all the same / i am done playing these games / get your un-equal / tradition looking ass outta here / its a new world now / look around / we could all be pals / if you let it happen /

But superiority always is attractive / to the fairer skin boys / and noise of gunshots on the TV / my sister right next me /

Its my world

But do i wanna hand it to her

Not like this

All my time tends to feel wasted

I guess i'm just un complacent

Wheres my phone i need to go vent

To myself because to who else

I feel anxious and i can tell

That i need you here right here

I scream inside so they can't hear

That my minds consumed by the fear

That i am the only that feels

That i am the only who deals

With shit like this in my head

I am genuinely scared bout what to think / i feel like you don't feel the same i'm on the brink / i am out here gasping for air i feel consumed / but drowning in this liquor and thoughts i'm bout to sink /

I feel like i can't match up, to what you had before /

I feel like can't match up

I feel like i can't match up

I feel like i think more about you than you do of me / and me not being on your mind scares the shit out of me /

Because you're always on mine / reposted that on vine / 6 second loop of you and imm fine / because it just loops and loops in my head /

Instead i'm out here worried that you won't text first / wow you used to do that but i never get a text / until i text you i guess i'll just write another verse / and maybe go to sleep because in sleep I ES CAPE /

Escape

Escape

Es...cape

All my time tends to feel wasted

I guess i'm just un-complacent

Wheres my phone i need to go vent

To myself because to who else

I feel anxious and i can tell

That i need you here right here

I scream inside so they can't hear

That my minds consumed by the fear

That i am the only that feels

That i am the only who deals

With shit like this in my head