Small Conversations at Parties

What do you say at a party When people wanna know how you started And will you work for free on their project? Now I gotta tell them I'm charging It's hard to really come off as modest Didn't look away when you saw me I'm trying not to treat you like an object But I just wanna - on your body, yeah At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey yeah At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh I think I'll stay at the party She ask me why I'm so guarded My first relationship was cheated on And I know everyone's been cheated on But that's my point (Jesus Christ, Derek) I know that's dark, it's just a thought I wrote I hope you get it and don't read it wrong, right Or maybe sit there and you sing along, hey I promise I'm still trying to Be a, be a part of this world Like a normal human being And maybe say less depressing shit in our first conversation (sorry) I just got out a situation, 'cause of the pills that I was taking, men No withdrawals, no vacation, yeah At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh At least I'm finally being honest with myself, hey yeah At least I'm finally being honest with myself, whoa oh Tell me it's okay, ooh To feel this way We spend our days Tryna find some place, ooh We don't even know exists, ah shit There goes our fate, yeah There goes our - Don't leave the party 'til it's over In the morning Don't leave the party