How do you go on, when you have lost all hope, will and meaning? When you can't see any purpose?

One word can ruin everything. Frustration is clouding my mind

All I see is darkness now and even my reflection is broken

Whisper fractions of words. That you have to drag out of me

Fingers cramping around my knees

No expression. Staring at nothing

All I see is darkness now and even my reflection is broken

Oh, please don't go. The thought alone is too big

Oh, please don't leave. The thought alone is too overwhelming

I'm always messing up everything

I'm always ruining what we have

I'm always too stupid to realize

Until it is too late

Am I fading? Or am I still here?

For how long can this heart of mine put up with this? For how long do you think that you could put up with this?

Honestly? Honestly?

For how long can this heart of mine put up with me? For how long do you think that you can put up with me?

Am I fading? Or am I still here?

How do you go on, when you have lost all hope, will and meaning? When you can't see the sun rising up?