Out of Sight Out of Mind

I can't shake this feeling, there's some hidden meaning In everybody's glances and stares I know you're discussing how I have been suffering The thought of that makes me scared You and I go hand in hand with being terrified And if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight No matter any move I make, I just can't get it right But you know just what they say; out of sight, out of mind I can't say that I have the greatest connection With anything here on earth And when they all see me, they smile in pity And ask me if my heart still hurts No matter the answer, they freeze and they clamor And say that everything is alright And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle Pretend that everything is fine You and I go hand in hand with being terrified And if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride You and I go hand in hand with being petrified And if this is all that it is, then I'm wasting my time I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight No matter any move I make, I just can't get it right But you know just what they say; out of sight, out of mind And so I've waited all these years for your eternity That's when I saw everything started and ended with me And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed I never had what you gave me You gave me, you gave me what I need I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight No matter any move I make, I just can't get it right But you know just what they say, out of sight; out of mind