Holding Out

My attention span is paper thin Can't stop from cyber spacin' out again Is this what I'm paying' for stayin' relevant this season My bank account looks more like an abyss Friends have been asking me am I having kids I guess stressin' out is how I'm gonna spend this evening 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend A little spent from treading water in the deep end I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out I've got my résumé lookin' lit College degree but nobody gives a sh- My future was brighter before I paid for this piece of paper I've got my dreams on pause in my head Fears slowly turning into my new regrets Hopefully I get back around to them sooner or later 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend A little spent from treading water in the deep end I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out I want something more than making ends meet More than the same week on repeat It's like a wave that I can't outrun I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend A little spent from treading water in the deep end I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will Oh, baby, I'm not holding, on I'm just holding out Baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out