Jahseh

I love you all more than I love myself You all mean the world to me Your support is what keeps me alive I can't believe that this is real Now my chest is caving in so I can barely fucking feel The breeze is blowing all around me as the tears all start to flow So I can only pray that all my hope will find a root and grow A better place for all of us, a place that we can know and trust You said the devil spoke to you, but all your words they spoke to us I'll leave the hate in the past, cuz every word will last No matter what the day, you'll always be inside our hearts And That's the type of shit that you could never fucking fake You were taken way too early but I guess that's just the fate I guess it's just the fate I guess I never knew how much you fucking meant to me Until your life was ripped away and messages were sent to me Those people filmed your body like it wasn't worth a fucking cent You might've gone and made mistakes but didn't earn a fucking death You wanted us to put a stop to all the fighting So I hope I do you justice with the words that I've been writing We all made mistakes, some are worse than others But you taught us all there's plenty time for us to go recover I wish that I could sing a song to show the way I feel I'll push my voice to rap some verses just so you can know it's real I'm just gonna smile, and think about the love I know that you'll be resting in a better place above It's kinda fucking crazy, like you knew that this was coming But you found yourself an inner peace, your pain was slowly running Man if there's something I can say, I'm happy for you You changed a lot of fucking lives, so we're backing for you I wish that I appreciated all the good you did It's easier to throw the stones, than make attempts to build a bridge You made a change, to make a change Up In the booth or on the stage, I guess the best thing I can say: You didn't feel that pain in vain You made us laugh for just a while, the pain was only mild We're Jumping to the verses, screaming fuck the world with fingers high I think I'll let the hatred die, as all the years are passing by Now we have another angel, spread your wings and fly If I'm gonna keep it real, they never saw the best People focus on the past and they just toss away the rest Well, the difference when it comes to us, we know the test You put your heart and soul in music, that's the shit we won't forget I won't fall I slip not I'll give this life every second that I've got Now I'm racing to the top against the ticking of the clock Cuz any second that we're living is a moment it could Stop I don't wanna cry, that isn't what you wanted I'll just take the love you left behind and build upon it I was missing you but, to my surprise I can see you in the moments that I close my eyes Let's make it not cool to be stupid, let's make it cool to be a good person I'm tired of it being cool to be a fucking murderer or a shooter or just this irrelevant being, like that shit is stupid Like the quicker, the sooner we understand that we need each other - which is the truth bro Cause I wouldn't be who the fuck I was now if I didn't have anyone, truly If i didn't have the support from you guys and I didn't have the people That truly believed in me I would be nothing, and I'm aware of that And I've gone through my fair share of destruction and pain in the process To get where I've gotten and and I know that anything is possible Worse thing comes to worse, I fucking die a tragic death or some shit And I'm not able to see out my dreams, I at least wanna know that the kids perceived my message, And were able to make something of themselves, and able to Take my message and use it and turn it into something positive, And to at least have a good life I at least, if I'm gonna die or ever be a sacrifice, I wanna make sure that my life made at least 5 million kids... happy Or they found some sort of answers or resolve in my life Regardless of the negative around my name, regardless of the bad things people say to me, I don't give a fuck Because I know my goal in the end and I know what I want for everyone and I know what my message is So I just wanted to say, I appreciate and love all of you and I believe in you all Do not let your depression make you Do not let your body define your soul, let your soul define your body Your mind is limitless, you are worth- YOU are worth more than you could believe All you have to do is dream, and all you have to do is Wanna fulfill that dream and have the strength to fulfill that dream