DON'T LOOK AT ME

Nothing works so I'll count down from three Your gaze hurts please don't fucking Look at me It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me Like peeling off my skin I'm begging you don't look at me It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me Like peeling off my skin Don't look at me Don't you Don't you Don't you Don't look at me Look at me I don't exist to myself So what the fuck do you see Fuck make it stop I feel them burning in my brain Eyes Eyes Bloodshot Glaucomatic It's traumatic Your versions of me are clouding my vision We're gettin' close to the time for incision Pressures building and my eyes are gonna burst If this is how you see me I'll make sure that I'm the worst It's not me I'm not me Don't look at me Please not me I said Don't you fucking look at me Torture when strangers stare And if they knew they wouldn't Care It's not me I'm not me Don't look at me It's not me I'm not me Don't look at me It's not me It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me Like peeling off my skin I'm begging you don't look at me It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me Like peeling off my skin Don't look at me Back up bitch (Don't you, Don't you) Look at me Don't you- don't you- don't you Look at me My head is down and I'm looking at my feet Whatever you're doing sure as shit's not discrete I don't sleep and I can't fucking eat Cause I know they all see A fuck up who admits defeat