PRE HOOK: I been through hell 

But yet im still here

I been through Been things 

That I lived to tell 

They hate when you win 

But love when you fail 

I dream about heaven 

Cuz I’m living in hell

That’s why I

VERSE 1: l know I ain’t The only one that feels this way working everyday just tryna get paid just to get paid  then to go broke just to have to wait and go  and get paid again... it seem like the only way.... to see a hunit k is to go head and push that weight I’m knocking over anybody standing in the way 

Just to put a little bit of food on the plate.....I swear I’m living day to day  

Saving everyday just to get my momma off section 8.... I’m working every single day tryna find a way just to put little smile on her face.... ok... tell what you know about living in a city full of killers gotta walk around with it....ok... tell me have you ever seen a **** take his last breath cuz he took a bullet that was for you okay tell me what 

You know about having all the money but you can’t make the cancer  go away ok

Tell me what you know about being paranoid cuz your conscience still hunt you til this day okay  it feel like Im living in hell it feel like I’m living in hell yea yea tell what you know about drinking everyday just tryna make the pain go away

HOOK: I been through hell 

But yet im still here

I been through Been things 

That I lived to tell 

They hate when you win 

But love when you fail 

I dream about heaven 

Cuz I’m living in hell

That’s why I drink a little more these days 

Blow a little smoke these days

Pop a couple pills these days 

Tryna take away the pain 

Drink a little more these days 

Blow a little smoke these days

Pop a couple pills these days 

Tryna take away the pain 

VERSE 2: Shit a lil ruff these days

Shit not the same, whole family done changed, we do not fuck wit each other cause some people jealous and others got mud on they name, when you see blood it's a stain, you know the pain, too close to home so it hurt

Rest In Peace fanjacker, cuz it was hard to see you ride away in a hearse, damn dat shit hurt, 

On top of that it's some other shit

That i go thru, I'm sick of this humble shit, cause its making me heartless and you dont want part of my other shit, swear to God nugga, I'm tryna get rich so that we can be good, hugging my momma and kissing her, telling her she gon be good, seeing her struggling, that take a toll on me,

You were not wit me then you cannot go with me, a better lifestyle ahead of me, going 

Through hell everyday and I'm thankful for everyone of yall that pray for me, you see these scars lil nugga, stay away from them bars lil nugga, watch out for them frauds lil nugga, betta reach for them stars lil nugga, Im living in hell,

HOOK: I been through hell 

But yet im still here

I been through Been things 

That I lived to tell 

They hate when you win 

But love when you fail 

I dream about heaven 

Cuz I’m living in hell

That’s why I drink a little more these days 

Blow a little smoke these days

Pop a couple pills these days 

Tryna take away the pain 

Drink a little more these days 

Blow a little smoke these days

Pop a couple pills these days 

Tryna take away the pain 

WRITTEN BY: Jonathan Lewis

Kareem Burrell